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living in a wooden cagenot getting better
not getting worse
I'm alone in a forest without a path

sometimes the sun breaks through the roof of leaves
banishes the shades of my face
lights me up
lets me float through the warmth

sometimes the wind blows
and even with the sun it's cold
it fools me
tells me there is no sun

sometimes there is no forest
there are only trees

sometimes even the trees flee
leaving me
on a clearing

sometimes the trees are running towards me
want to catch me

sometimes I feel the rain
giving the trees water
making me freeze

sometimes you are there
helping me forget the forest
letting me hide in a cover

sometimes you're

Please Forgive MePlease forgive me

For everything I've done and for all the things I've yet to do.
I'm a trillion mistakes gift wrapped into a human disguise. I'm a burning bridge bringing down anything and everything I can get my fire-licked hands upon. I'm a suicidal whale, beaching myself on the shore to cause mayhem and confusion. I'm a sinking ship creating currents to draw people in and drown them alongside myself.

Because that's not who I really am

I don't want to do that to you, but I don't know how to do anything else.
I'm a little lost puppy following the only thing that seems familiar. I'm a broken record cursed to replay the same thing over

WrongI thought I loved you,
I thought I couldn't live without you,
I thought I couldn't live with you,
because of all the trouble

you lied to me,
there was no trouble,
no troubled mind,
you played with me,
and say it was
not to hurt me

I thought I knew you,
you never said I was wrong

how can I trust you,
how do I know,
wasn't it all a lie?
Was there ever something real?
Did I dream all the time
and finally woke up?
Not missing the dream,
because my life is better?

Once more with feelingto die
is not a big thing
but to live
is the hardest task

try not to die
before you die

it's not enough
to be alive

feel with every part
of your heart

feel love
feel pain
feel happiness
feel sorrow
feel the warmth of the sun
feel the cold of the ice

feel you
feel me
feel everything
just feel

feelings are the greatest gift
you'll ever have

Farewell to mefrom a shadow I have become me
on the way I've lost myself
hiding from me,
am I on my way back to myself
and becoming me
or lose it all
to myself?

Make It StopIt Hurts…
It ALL Hurts…

Make them stop
Screaming
Crying
Begging
Swirling…

Grab The Blade
Turn It Off
With A Single Slice

I Feel So…
Dirty
Alone
Miserable…

Relieved

ORIGINALWHOAREYOU?Who are you?

Tell me.
Who are you,
On the inside?
What is it you see,
That seems so special
About me?

Do you want to know?
Do you want to know
What it is I see?

I see in pictures,
In movies,
In drawings
I see in paints,
In colors'
In art

And what I hear?
I hear,
Music

Notes in the air
They float around
And around
Music so beautiful,
Wonderful,
Chaotic
They match the pictures
Floating around
In the air

Shades that reflect
My days and nights
Music to aid

I feel my sensitivity
Heightened,
Touch

Touch

Hear

See

That is me,
Who I am
Deep down inside.

All the crazy things
Keeping me sane
In this world.

Now

run over by an ambulanceWhat's worse?
a past
that put you in darkness
or
a time
you had
that keeps hurting you

my path is unclear now
the past is hunting me
for the first time

it changed form
from a stone that drags me
down
to an animal that tears me
apart

I'm scared
for the first time

Zeit des SterbensOriginal

gebannt
und doch, will ich weg,
es drängt mich hinfort
oder doch zu bleiben?

Zeit des Sterbens?
Morgens?
Mittags?
Nachmittags?
Abends?
Nachts?

Frühling
war zu beginn,
April die Adoleszenz
der in den Sommer über geht,
zu kurz
in jedem Sinne
ist er
Den Herbst kaum wahrgenommen
findet man sich im Winter wieder

Immer kälter wird's
und stiller scheint's
doch nur das Leben
versteckt sich,
oder ich?

Wie alles geht
der Winter
und die Zeit kommt
Zeit zum Sterben

Und der Tod bricht an,
bricht mit uns

English Translation
mesmerized
and yet, I want to go,
I'm urged henceforth
or to stay?

ti

ResignNo running away,
I'm on my own,
alone,
nothing,
nobody,
have to deal with me,
to distract me

I don't know how,
thoughts are going nowhere

I did all achievements
I could make
on my own

I'm back
at the beginning

no emotions,
I can't even feel bad

no direction,
no obsession,
no light
just back breaking
loneliness

I learned much,
I discovered much,
but I am still
young

sometimes I feel
superior,
I am the opposite

so broken inside,
I glued,
but it's still apart,
no replacement,
no healing,
no sadness
about it,
I just
resign

Love, youLeft
alone
again

no warmth for me
to hold me
comfort me

just on my own again
for now?
for ever?

honey
love
you

don't
leave
again

need
love
you

OceanA pit of seething anger
lies beneath an ocean
of calmness;
As liquid ice
it exists
without life
within.

A sudden spindrift
may appear
as another ocean's wave,
it hurts

The ocean
convinces the world
it's peaceful,
but monsters live
in the pit,
melting it
into sadness

Help Me Win This FightFalling prisoner to the chaos within
Where the shadows are taunting and pulling me in
Losing myself amidst the lies
Praying I'm not saying my final goodbyes
But the monsters have come out to play with their friends
And I have a fear this might be the end

My smile is saying that all is okay
My eyes are begging for someone to light my way
My heart is tearing, breaking, and bleeding
The demons inside are finally succeeding
There's a light in the distance I never seem to find
There are people around who all seem so blind

So I'm crawling around on my hands and knees
Waiting until one of them sees
Someone who'll stop and lend me a han

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~mizho-chan Jun 18, 2011

wow there are alot. I'm going to check it out right now

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~Roncheg Sep 6, 2010

Thank you very much for featuring!^___________^

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*ScratchPAST Aug 22, 2010 Student General Artist

thanks for the chad club feature~! ahahah!

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~MoonPrincessAya Aug 12, 2010 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank you sooo much for featuring

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Means a lot!

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~akie-tara Jul 29, 2010 Student Digital Artist

Thanks for putting our Manga in there. Wish We updated more often. Sadly, the computers don't wish to cooperate.

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~Anatha-Hime Jul 29, 2010

Thank you for featuring the

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~Alcarnia Jul 19, 2010 Student Filmographer

Thank you so much for featuring our club

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Thank you for featuring my

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~sakurako24 Jul 14, 2010 Hobbyist General Artist

thank you for feturing my group

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~Akatsuki-BleachLova Jul 13, 2010 Student General Artist

Many thanks to you for showing other my group

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